Music 4 Today

Music That Will Help Me Make It Through Today:

Ludacris – “Act A Fool” from the 2 Fast 2 Furious Soundtrack
Pastor Troy – “We Ready” (Ain’t no playin GA)
Cristian Castro – “Lo mejor de mi”
Snoop Dogg – “Beautiful”
Murphy Lee – “What the hook gon be”
Justin Timberlake – “Rock Your Body”
Young Guns – “Can’t Stop Won’t Stop”
Kem – “This Place”
Jermaine Dupri – “Welcome to Atlanta” (Remix featuring Snoop Dogg, P. Diddy, and Murphy Lee)
DLG – “No Morira” (Remix)
Lords of Acid – “Hey Ho!”
Joe Budden – “Pump It Up”
Avant – “Separated”
Fabolous – “Into You” (featuring Ashanti)
Four Play – “Let’s Make Love”
Four Play – “Wish You Were Here”

Today was a VERY blessed day. That’s all I’m going to say on here but just know that God is good and he always gives me what I need….

Also, congratulations to little Alex who lost his first baby tooth earlier this week! I hope the tooth fairy rewards you nicely buddy 😉

This poem was posted to my friend Dacia’s weblog recently and I had to repost it in my blog as I thought it was really powerful. I have found myself on occassion timid to venture into the world of committment so this poem hit home in a few different ways. I think it describes a past feeling and then a feeling desired in the future…

A fear is there,
A fear of me,
I fear of how it might be,
A fear of feelings running astray,
A fear of emotions to strong to say,
A fear of my heart telling my mind what to do,
I fear of what I am feeling might be true,
A fear if I ignore it,it might go away,
A fear if I chase it, it might just stay,
A fear of what it will lead to,
I fear of what it means to me,
I fear if I dont grab it,
I fear loneliness will not let me be,
I fear if I go after it,
That fear it might be true,
A fear of what I am about to say,
“I fear I am in love with you”

Poem

This poem was posted to my friend Dacia’s weblog recently and I had to repost it in my blog as I thought it was really powerful. I have found myself on occassion timid to venture into the world of committment so this poem hit home in a few different ways. I think it describes a past feeling and then a feeling desired in the future…

A fear is there,
A fear of me,
I fear of how it might be,
A fear of feelings running astray,
A fear of emotions to strong to say,
A fear of my heart telling my mind what to do,
I fear of what I am feeling might be true,
A fear if I ignore it,it might go away,
A fear if I chase it, it might just stay,
A fear of what it will lead to,
I fear of what it means to me,
I fear if I dont grab it,
I fear loneliness will not let me be,
I fear if I go after it,
That fear it might be true,
A fear of what I am about to say,
“I fear I am in love with you”